Madly In Love With You

Looking into your eyes
Behind mine closed so tight now
Trying to remember
The glaze I took to be love.
I’ll never look again at those eyes
And understand its moods
Nothing about them
Was ever true.
I reach my hand out to nothing
And trace the frame of your face
The jaw set to give such affectionate kisses
Those lips so soft and possessive.
I will never again feel that face
And know what it is wanting
All that I thought I could read in its shape
Meant nothing.
Preparing my ears to accept your whispered moans
A voice so deeply coated in a needy love
I will never again hear that voice
And comprehend what it’s saying
The words and tones I thought I could read
No longer exist.
How can it all be such a lie?
How can precious moments be suddenly gone?
I’m forced to let go of something so dear
Not because the moment’s over
It was just never there.
Blinded by touches that made me feel
Created a response in me
That I thought was so real
But denial is so strong
And persuasive over the heart
Lying to myself for something I wanted
Something I desired
And emotion I craved so much
Lost now in the memory of that touch.
I will never be able to forget
And I will forever be ashamed
Of what my touch conveyed to you,
Despite all your lies-everything about me was true.
I was madly in love with you.